Impenetrable Barrier

Hi guys. It seems I have been caught with my assignments and stuffs. It really is a busy life.

I just want to say a couple of stuff here.

Do you know the four emotions? It is based on bodily humor, e.g. blood, bile, etc. There are Sanguine, Melancholic, Choleric,Phlegmatic. Sanguine is the people person, they work great in society. Melancholic is the sensitive type, they are very sensitive and emotional. Choleric is the leadership type, which sometimes could act very bossy. Phlegmatic is the "natural" type, yet mysterious and kinda make a barrier so that not everyone can get to know them better.

So, what am I? I guess I could describe myself as the Phlegmatic-Melancholic type, yet Phlegmatic dominates more. That's why it's weird, considering Phlegmatic and Melancholic has different personalities.

Some people that haven't gotten in touch with me for a long time could say I have changed. Yet, they do not know what my real personality is. Even I have problems deciphering it. That's why, if I asked someone by how have I changed, they also have problems to set it into words.

I could say that I am complex. Not everyone can understand me. That's why, sometimes they just got bounced back from my barrier. I have multiple layers of Barriers. People who have hard time to get through, often given up on trying. However, true friend never give up.

I guess this post is very confusing to read. This post represent how my mind's going through right now, confused and quite tired.

I will try at my very best to keep my friendship. However, if they have already given up, I could always try harder next time. Maybe it's my fault my Barrier's impenetrable.