Going to Sydney!

Hello tranq-ers. It seems it have been quite some time since i last wrote on this blog.
Well, you have to blame my laziness for that, and also because i dunno what to write anyway.

So, i passed the eleventh grade. Yay. NOT. Time is quickly catching up on me, and decisions have to be made immediately. I want everything to be simple and stagnant, but life sometimes is a bitch.

Now is a crossroad. I am currently confused whether to study abroad or continue in Penabur. It have it's own advantages to study abroad, like living alone and refresh my adventurous sense, but i want to be in Penabur to stay with my friends. To put it simply, the current situation is like a bird at its first time flight off its nest. Whatever decision i made, it will definitely have an impact in my social life.

I may not be able to see my friends again. When I came back to Jakarta from studying abroad, I'm afraid they'll probably be sombong and ignorant. I don't want to leave my friends, at least not now. But, we all must end up getting separated in order to reach our dreams, right?

So, always dillema inside my mind. Hate it, love it, ignore it, whatever it is, it will come out eventually.

oh yeah, i'm planning to go to Sydney this 5th July. If all goes well, I'll be able to see the campus I'm going to study next October :D